0h g0$h...my p00r l0ng @b@nd0n3d bl0ggi3!!
gu3$$,i $Till n33d ur pr3$3nc3 t0 3xpr3$$ @ll my d@mn $hit 3m0ti0n!!

tir3d...d@mn 3xh@u$t3d..
phy$ic@lly & m3nt@lly...
phy$ic@lly c0z b33n c0ntinu0$Ly h@ving $m@ll @nim@l w@rd$ r0t@ti0n n0n-$t0p..
i gu3$$ i 3v3n m@n@g3 t0 $h3d 0ff f3w 3xtr@ p0und$ 0f @dip0$3 ti$$u3...

m3nt@lly wi$3...
i'm d@mn fucking pi$$3d 0ff vi@ th3 @ttitud3 0f my gr0upm@T3$...
p3rh@pzz it'$ m0r3 0f di$@pp0intm3nt...
it'$ b33n $0oo d@Mn l0ng $inc3 i 3nc0unt3r $uch f33ling..
i f3lt b3tr@y3d...
i f3lt i$0l@t3d vi@ th3 0nly 2 ppl$ that i c@n tru$T in my gr0up...
it'$ @ d@mn $m@rt m0v3 by th@t bi@tch t0 j0in f0rc3 with @n0th3r m0r0n t0 influ3nc3 th3 r3$T & @g@in$T m3 !!
@ll thi$ whil3 i h@V3 b33n $t@nd up f0r th3m..
but thi$ i$ w@T i g3t...
w@t @n ir0ny j0k3!!! t0 l@ugh 0r t0 cry??
w3ll, i $tupidly cri3d n0n-$top wh3n i $pill3d it 0ut to my b@b3...
it did hurtz m3 lik3 m@d...
c0z i did c@r3 b0ut th3m....
but th@t $Udd3n brut@l l00k 0n th3ir f@c3, th3ir $t@ring & gl@nc3...
it chill3d my h3@rt...
h3@rtbr3@k-Ing...

& t0 $pic3 thing$ up...
i gu3$$ th@t bi@tch r3@lly d@rn 3ffici3nt in $pr3@ding rum0ur$ & influ3nc3 th3 wh0l3 w@rd$ $Tud3nt$...
ppl$...
@nti m3 huh??
@m n0t d3@f n0r blind!!!
if u kn0w m3,@m pr3tty g00d in $3n$Ing & 0b$3rv@nt...
th0$3 $Tupid0 ppl$ judg3 ppl with0ut digging 0ut th3 truth!!
i try h@rd n0t t0 c@r3...
j$ n33d $0m3 tim3 t0 dig3$T it..

0n3 thing f0r $ur3..
$00n3r 0r l@T3r, u @ll $h@ll $uck it @LL up!!
i kn0w ju$Tic3 i$ th3r3 f0r m3!!
i w0nt b3 d3f3@t3d by ppl$ th@t p0$$3$ @n 3vil-d3m0nic h3@rt!!!

i d0 my 0wn thing$....
ju$t dun $t3p 0n my n3rv3...
p3rh@pz u ppl$ ju$T j3@l0u$ & @fr@id i'll b3 b3tt3r th@n u @ll?!
*i kn0w i c@N d0 my w0rk w3ll c0z i dun d3vi@T3 my f0cu$ 0n $3tting tr@p & fr@m3 0th3r$ t0 l3t h3r f@ll*
c0z if i'm n0t g00d, d0ct0r$ w0nt 3v3n 0ff3r m3 m@$t3r $tudy & @l$0 @$k3d m3 t0 @pply UVH t0 w0rk with th3m in the w@rd$??!!!
h0w'$ th@t??!!

h3ll ppl$....if u $c@r3d, why d0n't f0cu$ m0r3 0n ur w0rk in$T3@d 0f putting $0 much 3ff0rt t0 d3gr@d3 0th3r ppl??
i dun 3v3n b0th3r t0 $uck up 0n d0ct0r$ n0r dr@wing @tt3nti0n t0 my$3lf...
i'm ju$T b3ing my$3lf!!!
pl$ cut m3 $0m3 $l@ck!!!!

@m @ d@mn $tr@ight typ3 0f g@l..
u dun 3xp3ct m3 t0 pr3t3nd t0 b3 j0k3 0r fun-ch@tting with u if i $3ri0u$ly dun think u @r3 @ kind h3@rt3d ppl...
0nly u @ll l0v3 t0 f@k3 @r0und kn0wing u @r3 h@Ting 3@ch 0th3r* i'm $till w0nd3r-Ing h0w th3y @ctu@lly c@n b3 $0 d@mn g00d @t it*
p3rh@pzz th3y @r3 b0rn @ct0r$,t00 b@d th@t i dun h@v3 th3 g3n3 in my f@mily*pr@i$3 th3 L0rd*

th@t'$ ju$T m3...
l@ck 0f $p33ch $imply m3@n-Ing t@t i dun w@nn@ h@v3 @ d@mn thing t0 d3@l with u & i d0 h0p3 th3 $@m3 g03$ with u...
why tho$3 ppl$ ju$T k33p $t3p 0n my n3rv3!!!
fuck 0ff ppl$!!!
$3ri0u$Ly!!!

thi$ i$ w@t i h@t3 $00 much 0f $0 c@ll3d "$m@rt & int3llig3nt" ppl$!!!
i gu3$$ th3y $m@rt in @ wr0ng w@y t00!!!
"ki@$u" $pirit i$ lik3 p3n3tr@ting d33p int0 th3ir b0n3$ t00!!!
$3ri0u$Ly,th3y @r3 $piritu@lly r3t@rt3d!!!
b3 m3rcy ppl$....
0nly if 3v3ry0n3 willingly t0 $h@r3 & l3@rn p3@c3fully*i d0ubt th@T 3v3r h@pp3n3d*
5 y3@r$....
0hh m@n...gu3$$ c0mp3titiv3 3nvir0nm3nt c@n trigg3r$ ppl$ d0 r3dicul0u$ $tuff$ t0 h@rm 0th3r$!!
& n0w i'm th3 victim!
lucky m3 huh!!
$p33chl3$$....
j$ h3@rtbr3@k-Ing & m3nt@lly t0rtur3-Ing..
3 m0r3 r0t@Ti0n!
ju$t 3 m0r3...
i g0tt@ $T@nd $tr0ng & $hi3ld my$3lf....
w3ll...
@t l3@$t i $till h@v3 my tru3 fri3nd$*th@nk Y0u L0rd*

y3@h..fin@Lly fix m@ h@ir..
it w@$ @ d@mn p@th3tic h@ir d@Y$ @ft3r i $tupidly r3b0nd3d th3 h@ir..
d@mn $p33chl3$$ with d@ $up3r-dup3r fl@t urglyy h@ir...>.<
0h w3ll..t0t g0nn@ p3rm it & fix it..
wh0 kn0w$....
my f@v h@ir$Tyli$t $@id:" u c@nt p3rm it rit3 n0w..t00 much d@m@g3 dy.."
*h3@rtbr3@king*

h3h3...$h3 t0t@lly d3$3rv3 it f0r m3 t0 k33p g0ing bac t0 h3r f0r my h@Ir...
h@H@...$0...d@ c0nclu$i0n i$...
my h@Ir i$ fix3d!!
0f c0z plu$ h@ir & $c@Lp tr3@tm3nt...
mmm...f33l $0ooo g00d n0w..^____^
& $h3 k33p $@ying..."n3xt tim3 dun giv m3 ch@ll3ng3 @g@in"
mu@H@hh@@....





i lik3 d@ $h0rt-$id3d with 2 l@Y3r th3r3 & diff3r3nt c0l0r t0n3..& d@ r3@R p@rt-n0 m0r3 $t33p $l0ping dy but it'$ with un3v3n cutting $tyl3...^___^

$0oo...it $till $p3ci@l..m3 lik3y!!

for maria...

Hi Valentina.....
maria picked some of the nice tops which u might like...
hope some of them will suit ur taste...
u can just copy the pics of the tops that u like & send to maria...^____^




exhibit 1:



exhibit 2 :

exhibit 3:

Exhibit 4: Front & back


exhibit : knit material



exhibit 6 & 7 : seethrough soft cotton

exhibit 9:
exhibit 10:


exhibit 11: available in pink,red & black color


exhibit 12:

exhibit 13: chiiffon material,think available in pink color also..

exhibit 14: available in white & green color
exhibit 15: front & back view; soft chiffon material


exhibit 16: cotton fabric with the chiffon side,available in purple,black,white,grey color
exhibit 17:



h3h3..@M 0ffici@lly 23 n0w...
i kn0w it'$ kind@ 0v3rdu3 t0 p0$t 0n m@ b'd@y...
w3ll,gu3$$ b3ing l@T3 i$ b3tt3r th@n n0thing rit3?!
hmmm....w@t c@n i 3xpr3$$ h3r3??
@ctu@lly thi$ y3@r b'd@y kind@ 0dd t0 m3...
it w@$ m@ 1$t tim3 t0 h@v3 m@ b'd@y with m@ fr3n$ @r0und...
u kn0w...t0 h@V3 ur bd@y @b$0lut3Ly f@ll within d@ $ch00l br3@k/h0lid@Y..
u'll n3v3r g3t d@ opp0rtunity t0 c3l3br@t3 d@ big d@y wif ur fr3n$...
t@T'$ h0w $@d/p@th3tic f0r @ll m@ p@$t bd@y...>.<

t0 b3 fr@nk...
d@ m0m3nt th3y @ll $urpri$3 m3 wif d@ d0ughnut$ c@k3 @t th3 f@culty...
i w@$ lik3....*bl@nk*
0h my g0$h...w@t t0 d0....
$3ri0u$ly...i w@$ bit w@lk3d 0ff in$t3@d 0f h3@ding n3@r3r t0 th3m..
h0w $tupid @M i...=___="""
@nyw@y...
ind33d @ bizz@r3 $urpri$3...
c0n$id3ring..h0w 0n 3@rth th3y m@n@g3 t0 pr3p@r3 th0$3 & pr3dict3d my l0c@ti0n??
& @cc0rding t0 ky & @w...
th3y h@d @ $3ri0u$ di$cu$$i0n 0n w@T $0rt/f0rm/kind 0f bd@Y c@k3 f0r m3* kn0w-Ing t@T i'm cr@z t0w@rd$ $0m3thing bizz@r3 & $p3ci@l 0nly*
Lolx.....
r3@lly biggi3 t0 d@ bigg3$t th@Nk$ t0 th3m t0 pull it 0ff f0r m3^____^
& 0f c0z @ll d@ wi$h3$ & pr3$$i3 t@T t@gg3d @l0ng...mu@hhh...


hmm....i'm wi$hing t@T $0m3 $ignific@nt g00d $tuff$ will b3 h@pp3ning in d@ @g3 0f 23...
c0n$id3ring...
@m g0nn@ gr@du@t3 by d@ mid 0f 23 * pr@ying h@rd t0 p@$$ d@ c0mpr3h3n$iv3 & viv@*
g0nn@ b3 @ pr0f3$i0n@l with d@ titl3 0f "Dr"..^^
g0nn@ b3 3@rning m@ 0wn living wif d@ w0rking lif3 *n0t $ur3 w@t i'm g0nn@ g0 f0r 1$T th0"
$@v3 @$ much $$$ @$ $00n @$ p0$$ibl3 $0 t@T i wud pick up my n3xt ph@$3 0f ch@ll3ng3 0v3r$3@ *UK/@u$tr@li@/NZ*...
t@t wud b3 my n3xt mu$t hug3 t@rg3t t0 @chi3v3....

w3ll..
it'$ tim3 t0 gr0w & m0v3 0n..
$0m3tim3...thing$ t@t m@tt3r d@ m0$t 0r 3v3n hurtz m3 d@ m0$t...
n0w t@T i l00k b@ck...
hmmm...it d03$nt c@u$3 3v3n @n itch t0 m3 n0w...
m@yb3 i did f3lt di$@pp0int3d....
but,it'$ @ mu$t p@$$ thru pr0c3$$ rit3...
th3n it'$ d@ @cc3pt@nc3...
th3n it'$ d@ m0ving 0n...
& m@yb3 d@ 0cc@$i0n@lly l00k-Ing b@ck j$ t0 r3mind ur$3lf d@ l3$$0n t@t u hv l3@rn3d...
th3n m@k3 $ur3 i liv3 lif3 t0 d@ full3$t & n3v3r r3gr3t....
i c0nfr0nt3d @ll th0$3 & n3v3r 3$c@p3 fr0m it..

f0r d@ m0m3nt u ch00$3 t0 3$c@p3,u @r3 j$ f@t3d t0 b3 $tuck th3r3 wif ur imm@turity & $h@ll r3p3@t ur mi$t@k3 0v3r & 0v3r @g@in...*tim3 $h@Ll pr0v3 3v3ry $ingl3 bitz,tru$T m3*

j$ $0oo gl@d t@t i m@n@g3 t0 pull it 0ff...^^
@m r3li3f....^^
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it'$ g0nn@ b3 @ big twi$t thi$ c0ming y3@r....
j$ n33d t0 b3 $tr0ng3r & t0ugh3r th3n 3v3r....
*
*cr0$$Ing fing3r$*

b3f0r3 i $t@Rt...
0hh d@nnn...it'$ $0ooo 3ffing fr33zy c0ld 2nit3!!
it'$ lik3 pi3rching thru my b0n3$ d@ c0ldn3$$!!! urghhh...........
i h@T3 it...c0z my fing3r$ t3nd t0 fr0z3 1$T lik3 d ic3-tub3..* $3ri0u$ly...i kidz u n0t o___0*

hmmm....
i c@n't m@k3 up my mind..
or shud i s@y...
d@ $Itu@ti0n don @ll0w m3 t0 m@k3 up my mind??
urghh...
i w@$ $0oo t0uch3d wh3n m0mmy $udd3nly c@ll3d 3@rly in d@ m0rning..
j$ f0r @ f@$t m$g:" d@ddy @$k u t0 try @rr@ng3 ur tim3 & c0m3 b@ck d3c3mb3r"
w3ll..
th3y @Lw@y$ w@nt3d m3 t0 g0 b@ck...
y3t..$inc3 th3y j$ c@m3 n0t l0ng @g0 & i @Lr3@dy $p3nt 0n3 wh0l3 m0nth with th3m..
t0t wont b3 $00n f0r m3 t0 b@ck h0m3..
furth3rm0r3, i h@V3 thi$ FYP Bug-Ing f0r d@ $3m br3@k...

p3rh@pzz...
m0mmy t0ld my $tuff t0 d@d...
w3ll...
i did 3moti0n@Lly c0mpl@in3d t0 m0mmy t@T i w@nn@ g0 b@c $0oo b@dly p@$T c0upl3 0f w33k$ @g0..
wh3n @ll d $hit $Tuff$ pil3d up.....
but,i kn0w i c@n't m@k3 it c0z 0f FYP....

n0w..@g@in...
d@ c@ll..trigg3r$ m3 b@ck!
i w@nn@ g0 h0m3 $0oo b@dly!!
n0w...@ll i wi$h f0r i$....
$inc3r3ly hoping t@t i c@N fini$H my FYP within 4 or m@x 5 w33k$..
th3n,$n3@k b@ck during th3 l@$T w33k b4 d@ n3w $3m3$t3r kick $t@Rt...
which m3@n$...h3h3...chri$tm@$ @t h0m3t0wn?!!

cr0$$ing fing3r$....

w3ll...
i h@d @ c00l l@$T minut3 g3t@w@y t0 J0h0r in thi$ $m@ll g@p 0f br3@k in d@ middl3 0f m@ fin@l 3x@m...
th@nk$ t0 @l3xc f0r 0ff3r3d m3 d@ nic3 h0$pit@Lity @t hi$ pl@c3 & m@ nic3$t t0urguid3 3v3r!!
i w3nt t0 hi$ h0m3t0wn..j$ @ $m@ll p3@c3ful t0wn c@ll3d L@bi$..
tr@v3l3d vi@ d@ int3r-city KTM tr@in^^
h3h3..t@T'$ m@ 1$t 3v3r 3xp3ri3nc3 0f tr@v3l-Ing in l0oong di$t@nc3 tr@in..Fun!!
i r3@lly lik3 d@ m0m3nt wh3n w3 @ctu@lly w3nt t0 d@ d00r th3r3 & lit3r@lly h@lf 0f d@ b0dy 0ut 0f d@ tr@In...f33ling d@ c0ld wind wif lil tiny r@in dr0p$ in d@ middl3 0f d@rk night...it'$ d3finit3ly m3m0r@bl3!!



i l0v3 t0 g0 p3@c3ful pl@c3$ $uch @$ d@ $m@ll t0wn..@$ th3y h@ving $L0w3r p@c3 th3r3..
thi$ i$ v3ry much n33d3d f0r m3...
0r i c@n $@y it'$ @n @b$0lut3 p3rf3ct g3t@w@y f0r m3 t0 r3l@x & r3juv3n@t3-Ing my$3lf @ft3r @ll d @ccumul@ti0n 0f f@$t p@c3 & $tr3$$full c0nditi0n in KL^^

w3ll..i w3nt $3g@m@t,put3ri gunung l3d@ng & JB @$ w3ll..
put3ri gunung l3d@ng-m3 lik3y d@ m0$T..
@nything with d@ n@tur3 ,fr3$h br33z3,gr33n & w@t3rf@ll...@m g0nn@ lurv33 f0r $ur3!!



th@nk y0u $0oo much f0r d@ trip!!


r3@lly T-t0t@lly r3l@x-Ing t0 li3 d0wn 0n d@ r0ck$ & $t@r3 @t d@ $ky...^____^f33l g00ood!!!

c0ld & cl3@n w@t3r..but t00 b@d t@T w3 didnt pr3p@r3 @ny @ttir3 t0 ch@ng3..thu$..n0 w3t plz...>.<
n0t f0rg3t t0 m3nti0n...
hi$ m0m r3@lly c00k nic3 f00d..
0hh...f0r m3 @$ @ h0m3c00k-f00d l0v3r...
0mg..r3@lly indulg3d my$3lf v3ry much in th0$3 $impl3 y3t yummylici0u$ di$h3$...
$p3ci@l cr3dit t0 d@ "p3t@i"...i nvr knw "p3t@i" c@N b3 $0oo d3lici0u$!!!



bunch 0f th@Nk$ t0 @unty f0r thi$ yummylici0u$ p3t@i^___^

0f c0$ n0t t0 f0rg3t t0 try d@ j0h0r inf@m0u$ p@n-fri3d l0b@k g0u rit3!!


i lurv33 thi$ dining pl@c3 @t JB..0v3r$33-Ing d@ $ing@p0r3 @$ b3l0w...^^

& 0f c0$....
i g0t m@ t@tt00 in j0h0r @$ i m3nti0n3d in m@ pr3vi0u$ 3ntry ...
0k@y...t@T'$ @b0ut it t0 wr@p up m@ trip t0 j0h0r..
$0oo...n0w @M pr3tty much b@ck t0 r3@lity...
f@cing d@ l@$t 0r@l 3x@m 0n frid@y..
th3n fin@L y3@r pr0j3ct!!
hmm...tim3 r3@lly fr3@ki$hly fli3$ @w@y...
my fin@L y3@r 1$t $3m3$t3r i$ m@rching t0 d@ 3nd...
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*
*
$0b t0 s@y...
thi$ $3m3$t3r n0t @ pl3@$@nt $3m3$t3r f0r m3..
b3$id3$ d@ p@rt m@ p@r3nt$ w3r3 h3r3 with m3..y3@h..i'm h@ppy with t@T..
but d@ r3$t...
3$p3ci@lly p3r$0n@l $tuff & f33ling..urghh..$uck$!!!
$till trying h@rd t0 g3t rid 0f d@ w0r$t m3m0ry....
but d@ w0r$T p@rt i$ $0m3tim3 d@ nic3 m3m0ry $till link$ ur mind b@ck....
p3rh@pzz d@ 0nly w@y i$ j$ t0 f0rg3t @ll huh...i wi$h!!
wh3n ppl choo$3 t0 3$c@p3,@ll i c@n d0 i$ t0 ign0r3 !!

hmmm...i gu3$$ it'$ wi$3 f0r m3 t0 "d0cum3nt" m@ t@tt00 3xp3ri3nc3 in m@ bl0ggi3..
w3ll..it $upp0$3 t0 b3 @n @b$0lut3 T-t0t@lly fr3@king imp0rt@Nt d3ci$i0n t0 g3t @ t@tt0 0r n0t rit3?
gu3$$ w@t...
i c@n j$ bump int0 d@ t@tt00 $h0p in JB..thn w@l@....h3r3 it i$..
@ t@tt00 t@T g0nn@ $tuck with m3 3t3rn@Lly...
f.@.I.N.t!!
h@h@....
& th3 b3$T p@rt i$....m0mmy dunn0 y3t!!!
hmm...$0m3tim3 w0nd3r-Ing w@t'$ h3r r3$p0n$3 g0nn@ b3??
n@h...n0t worry much th0...L0lx...
my m0m v3ry 0p3n-mind3d..3v3n l@$t tim3 $h3'$ d@ 0n3 wh0 br0t m3 t0 my 1$t h@ir dy3 & highlight $3$$i0n..g00d huh??i $till rmbr d@ddy n@g h3r f0r t@T ^^
but $till...h@H@..g0tt@ r@i$3 my gut t0 t3ll h3r @t d@ rit3 tim3..


@l0t @$king..izit p@Inful @h??
h3ll0...0f c0$ p@In l@...it'$ pi3rc3-Ing thru ur $kin!!
but but...d@ p@in @int t@t p@inful l@...
$till t0l3r@t3-@bl3..^^
0nly d@ p@rt n3@r3r t0 d@ b0n3..w@$ lik3..&%$%##$%
thn d@ r3$t...h3h3..pi3c3 0f c@k3 l@...n0 $w3@t!!

w3ll...it w@$ m@ id3@..@ $p@rr0w* fr33d0m t0 fly & d0 w@t3v3r i w@n* with m@ chin3$3 n@m3*l00k$ lik3 d@ fl0w3r 0n purp0$3* 0n d@ br@nch...
m3 lurv33 d@ d3$ign v3ry much!!!
thu$..it'$ m@ t@Tt00..& d@ 0n3 & 0nly 0n3!!
c0pyright r3$3rv3d!! L0lx...^____^V

In c0nclu$i0n...
it w@$ r3@lly 0ut 0f r@nd0m..
& h3ll i kn0w i will @ctu@lly 3nd up bring-Ing b@c @ t@tt00 @$ m@ $0uv3ni3r fr0m J0h0r?!
c.r.@.z.Y!!

@nyw@y...
i j$ wi$h ppl dun judg3 m3...
h3ll0..t@Tt00 i$ j$ @n @rt!!
i'm int0 thi$ $tuff d03$nt m3@n t@t i'm B.@.D!!!
$0oo..d0n't m@rk m3 k!!







thi$ i$ d@ m0$t hil@ri0u$ p@rt..pictur3 ti$..i r0@m in d@ city $qu@r3 with thi$ & i'm w3@r-Ing @ $h0rt p@nt$=___="""

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