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@m i @bl3 t0 $urviv3 2m0r0??
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W3ll..w3ll..1 pictur3 3xpl@ins @ll..
t@t'$ y m@ c0ur$3 i$ $0 bl00dy t0ugh..
but,i n3v@ r3gr3t & n3v@ giv3 up..
c0z..@ll th3 h@rd tim3$ g0nn@ tr@in m3 w3ll..^___^
2 fin@l p@p3r$ 0n d@ $@m3 d@y..5/11/08
33 will surviv3..^___^
D@ c0nv3rs@ti0n btw @ m0m & h3r d@ught3r:-
m0m: how's yea?still busy?
d@ught3r: erm..yea..busy & tired with exam coz of 3 consecutive papers within this 3 days(f33ling guilty c0z sh3 didn't c@ll h3r mommy fr3qu3ntly)
m0m: well,must take care n eat well ya..btw,anything happen to u lately?
d@ught3r:(pr3t3nd to b3 blur) huh?nothing ah...^___^
m0m: sure?h0w b0ut ur car?
d@ught3r: ohh..izit??who told u?hehe..no such thing la..(cr0$$ing fing3rs)..ok,gtg..my friend is waiting for me to go dinner..buh bye!
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33,u @r3 such @ big f@t li@r!!
h@h@..@nyw@y this c@n c0n$id3r "b3utiful li3" rite?(@m ju$t c0mf0rting my$3lf ^__^)
hmm..t0 think 0f t@t @g@in..i @ctu@lly didn't li3 th0..ju$t @v0id d@ t0pic..=__=""
h3h3..ju$t wi$h $h3 w0n't @$k m3 @g@in..
@m $till pr3f3r t0 r3m@in @$ $3cr3t t0 my m0m since th3 @ccident @lr3@dy p@$t & $3ttl3d..
$il3nc3 t0 b3 h3@rd fr0m m3..
m@ 1st int3nti0n w@s t0 s33k f0r c0mf0rt..
but,@s th3 r3$ult..
2 $3nt3nc3$..
r3@lly $t@bb3d thru m@ h3@rt..
w@t t0 d0..
c0mf0rt 0wn$elf c0z i d0n't h@v3 th3 right t0 c@r3 y3t..
100% fl@wl3$$ hum@n i$ imp0$$ibl3 t0 $33k f0r..
Actually this post explained why i actually decided to blog out earlier what had happened to me past few days..
Woke up this morning,felt weak & headache coz can't sleep well last nite..i think after got my car fixed,i stop worried bout the damage of the car.But,end up my mind spare some space for the scene of the accident(scary honk & high momentum bang on my car)to slip into my mind..& it just keep encore in my mind..had continuous nightmare of the same thing..the sounds of the loud honk really makes me trembling whenever i recall it..actually i already noticed my problem when i was in my fren's car on the day of accident.but i able to neglect it coz i was tired of the accident earlier..well,guess this is what ppl called phobia.i do hope this feeling can fade away asap..
that's why i decided to post out my accident & hopefully can put a full stop on these unpleasant memory.
Finals really just right at the edge..yet i'm still progressing 0% in my study(once last minute,forever last minute in my study..no cure>.<).but,seriously really can't help myself to stop thinking of that accident and all the other bad incidents which happened to me through out this whole semester popping up in my mind again..sigh..
@m having bit sore throat dy..normally this is the sign before i fall sick..really pray upon all mighty God to grant me the health and boost up my immune system so that i will stay strong & healthy to survive thru my finals & the rest of my journey.
Going to fren's convo later..hmm..really hope my convo coming soon..graduate and go away from this unpleasant environment.
@m looking forward for a better day to come..
Well..here i am again.
Finally,decided to update ma long abandoned blog which also existed out of a blu moon..
17/10/2008-last day of rounds & rotation.
When i woke up that morning,actually i felt quite delighted(besides disappointed coz missing "something" last nite) coz today gonna be relaxing clinical rounds,conference & rotation.So decided to drive into UPM coz i wore a coverall..
Well,here starts the bad day of mine.Vehicle accident!!near my faculty area summore!!picture tat..just a few foots away,i can park my car & walk to faculty to attend the morning rounds.Just barely 2 sec after i heard the loud honk of the motorcycle,it already bang my car at the side before i even had the chance to look at who the hell that honk me..
i felt myself trembling at that very moment & my mind actually quite numb of what had just happened few secs ago..Then,confronted with that malay guy which ended he keeps blaming me that i came out from the wrong road instead i already make sure the safety distance b4 i cross the road and his the one that speed & hit my car!!damn..what to do..like my fren said in Malaysia,there's no point if u argue with a malay especially in front of the "justice" of police!!even my non malaysian fren from seychelles told me the same thing!
All he cares is cash for his damage..wtf!!how bout mine?even worst!!again..malay dude!!my concern at that time is either go for police report & claim insurance or just pay him cash..anyway,have to postpone the negotiation till noon coz both of us rushing time.
Went back to the car..felt so helpless & blank..hand still shivering badly..1st person to cross my mind..called him to spill out my fear.then on the way to faculty,called my uncle coz i dun wanna let my parent know(well,am not that kind of gal that keeps my parents worried bout me)..Well,he don't know much bout the procedure tho,but at least he can be my financial support if i really needed from this accident*Grinn*
I was 20 mins late to the rounds..sat at the back with my significant "hangus" face(thanks to the cap which help to hide my facial expression a bit da moment i pass thru the class)..tried to reach my insurance agent(obviously can"t!!)
Ratty gave me some help & comfort via sms in da class.After "che gong"(in hokkien which my fren that help me at last described me) quite some time..finally asked help from chicken.He fetched me to negotiate with that guy coz i dun dare to drive after that and sent my car to fix..paid that malay guy sum of money..there goes the unexpected spending of money due to this accident..not to mention the amount of repairing my car..sigh..speechless!! Decided not to go for police..1st reason i mentioned b4 and coz my finals is right at the corner and the procedure of claiming insurance just gonna cause my more burden.
Anyway,still A big thank God for still protecting me,my safety and not serious injuries of that guy..if not,these whole accident gonna be more dramatic n tragic..
Btw,got back my car last nite.Finally,the sick worried in my heart is gone.Just wanna express my greatest gratitude to my fren chicken,sweetie telma & her hubby for lending me the "urgent" help & of coz not to forget ratty dear & maria hon which really comfort me lots..also few frens which concern bout my accident..
hmm..yet another long unfortunate post for my 2nd entry in this blog..@m $till $t@nding $tr0ng h3r3!!!